It’s been a long while since I last opened this blog. I’ve been busy with a lot of things. The past few months were some of the most crucial part of my life in terms of decision making and my so-called evolution.
Yes. For the past month I’ve experienced one big “twist” in my life. Just when I thought I’d get used to the simplicity and stillness of my laid-back life with my family, here comes a big surprise. Oh well, maybe I should call it a “planned surprise”. Eccentric as it is, everything was already planned and yet it seems like everything happened too soon and caught me off guard.
One day I was there at home having a good time with my neice Isha, who has been my constant companion since I was out of my previous job. The next thing I know, I’m seated on the plane holding back my tears as I patiently wait for my 8-hour flying time to be over. There I was, the pretty little naïve girl, travelling alone to try her luck on the other side of the globe.
Now I’m finally here. Who would have thought I’d come to this place? Never did I imagine myself working out of the country, not even out of my hometown. Living away from my family was never a part of my plans, not until this one person came.
He walked into my life and suddenly plans were changed, some rules broken, and without any warning, my still life got twisted. All at once, the future I anticipated for myself got all messed up. Then, I found myself breakaway from the world I have always known.
This is absolutely a whole new world for me. I was agitated not knowing what to expect. But one thing that kept me sane was the fact that I know there are people I can run to for assistance, and for sure there’s someone who will guide me on this new endeavour.
The loveliest consequence of all these --- I kissed LDR(long-distance relationship) goodbye. Finally after three years, we don’t have to worry about time and distance anymore. I used to blame him for messing up my plans, but now I thank him for taking me here into this world of great opportunities. He pulled me out of my comfort zone and pushed me into this big busy world.
It’s not everyday that we get this chance, and not everyone is lucky to have someone who’s willing to give extra effort to make things better for us. Lucky me! I’m blessed with both.
I hope he realizes how grateful I am for everything he has done for me, and for all the things he’s willing to do. I’m doing my best to fit into this world and find my place here where I can do better. It’s the least I can do to show him that his effort and sacrifices are all worth it.
Today, I woke up with a smile on my face knowing that I have someone who will take care of me no matter what. I may not be everything he needs but I’m sure willing to be here for him as long as he needs me. Heaven is so good to me---I asked for a flower…but I was blessed with a garden. :)
Yes. For the past month I’ve experienced one big “twist” in my life. Just when I thought I’d get used to the simplicity and stillness of my laid-back life with my family, here comes a big surprise. Oh well, maybe I should call it a “planned surprise”. Eccentric as it is, everything was already planned and yet it seems like everything happened too soon and caught me off guard.
One day I was there at home having a good time with my neice Isha, who has been my constant companion since I was out of my previous job. The next thing I know, I’m seated on the plane holding back my tears as I patiently wait for my 8-hour flying time to be over. There I was, the pretty little naïve girl, travelling alone to try her luck on the other side of the globe.
Now I’m finally here. Who would have thought I’d come to this place? Never did I imagine myself working out of the country, not even out of my hometown. Living away from my family was never a part of my plans, not until this one person came.
He walked into my life and suddenly plans were changed, some rules broken, and without any warning, my still life got twisted. All at once, the future I anticipated for myself got all messed up. Then, I found myself breakaway from the world I have always known.
This is absolutely a whole new world for me. I was agitated not knowing what to expect. But one thing that kept me sane was the fact that I know there are people I can run to for assistance, and for sure there’s someone who will guide me on this new endeavour.
The loveliest consequence of all these --- I kissed LDR(long-distance relationship) goodbye. Finally after three years, we don’t have to worry about time and distance anymore. I used to blame him for messing up my plans, but now I thank him for taking me here into this world of great opportunities. He pulled me out of my comfort zone and pushed me into this big busy world.
It’s not everyday that we get this chance, and not everyone is lucky to have someone who’s willing to give extra effort to make things better for us. Lucky me! I’m blessed with both.
I hope he realizes how grateful I am for everything he has done for me, and for all the things he’s willing to do. I’m doing my best to fit into this world and find my place here where I can do better. It’s the least I can do to show him that his effort and sacrifices are all worth it.
Today, I woke up with a smile on my face knowing that I have someone who will take care of me no matter what. I may not be everything he needs but I’m sure willing to be here for him as long as he needs me. Heaven is so good to me---I asked for a flower…but I was blessed with a garden. :)
